Everything That Hid Behind "No, it's fine. It's not a big deal."

Maybe I have no justifiable reason to be upset. I mean, I don't like him like that.
It's not like I've never made out with someone she likes. I guess I deserve it.
They have the whole Sherlock Holmes connection.
It's not like I haven't wanted anything with him since Summer. 

I'm not his type anyway.
Not pretty enough, not funny enough, just not enough.
Never enough.
Always coming second to everybody else on this Earth.
I'm the last resort.
That moment when you get desperate? That's when you come to me.
I'm easy. I don't make a fuss afterwards.



Everything's great and nothing hurts. All is good.