I guess I'm too ugly. Too short. Too shy. Too boring.

Is that why? Huh?

Or is it because I'm too much? I try too hard? I don't try enough? What is it? What is it that's so lacking within me?

Oh when it comes to being a guy's best friend, I'm number one. All these boys love me because I understand them so well, they can tell me ANYTHING about a girl they like. I'm always there for them. Right at their disposal.

No one loves me physically. Sexually. No one finds me desirable. I guess I'll just be undesirable for the rest of my life. I'm okay with that. I'll just live with my 67 cats. That's cool.